I should be writing my RI, but I decided… to take another break. Hah. I promised A_____ I wouldn’t so I’ll make this short and sweet.
I think it’s going to happen. It makes me happy. I’ve realized how I really feel and yeah. I think he feels the same way too. I feel clingy though. Waiting for the next text as soon as I send it. Kind of like a lost puppy. Ugh. But man. I think it’s there. I’ll sure piss off a lot of people.
Oh well.
I can’t ensure anyone’s happiness but my own. Why should I have to give up everything for everyone else to be happy? I’ve always done so and now I just need this for me.
Gonna sing a cover tomorrow.
Maybe.
I always say I’m going to do something.
Then I never do it.
Odd.
Not fashionable enough to LookBook,
Not cute enough or Asian enough to Ulzzang,
Not swag enough to swag Asian,
Not normal enough to be an it girl,
Not _______ enough to be _______.
I’m still me.
That’s all that matters.
I love who I am and there’s a reason for what I do.
So I’ll just carry on.
Gradual separation just happened between us. I don’t speculate that this was our intention, rather I just happened.
Explains why I feel vaguely void and emotionless all the time.
Sleepy conversation with friends <3
Just got myself into some deep shiiiiiiiiii. Oh God. I don’t know how I’m going to get out of this one.
Mother scared the living poop outta me while I was trying to work on my resumé. -____-.
I’ve always wondered if I had to potential or not to be more than just me. That’s something I want to test. A goal, per se. I want to seek out some kind of test of my abilities. Let’s see how far it can take me.
Prize is a trip to Korea! All expenses paid. <3
I’m going to sing a medley of k-pop songs for my entry.
I already had a love for Kim Myungsoo, but this drama makes me love him even more. He’s so peeeeerfect. <3 He’s my second favorite bias in INFINITE (slowly become my first sorry Sungjong). His charisma and charm matched with his good looks makes his character Hyun Soo twice as edgy. He’s a really good actor. I kinda want to see his Japanese drama where he’s killer.
I miss Lee Minki. His face was carved by the gods. Haha. I was so upset when they axed him. ): It does drive the plot of the drama though. c: I like that. On episode 11 though, it’s almost over :c I was getting so attached.
All the actors are great. Jgfugkoiysdoouussgjiutsdhhfhresfur.
Making my prom date’s boutonniere. I feel so cool. Haha.
I’ve always drempt of myself going beyond my future expectations. It’s that sweet taste of “never going to happen” which makes me want it more.
